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Quote of the Month: "In our sleep, pain which cannot
forget falls drop by drop upon the heart until, in our own despair, against
our will, comes wisdom through the awful grace of God." (Aeschylus - quoted
by Robert Kennedy when Martin Luther King, Jr. was assassinated, April 4,
1968.)
Next, a true short story about my dad that I would
like to share with you. We grew up during, what people call now, the bad
times - but to us, they were the good times. It is a story of one man whose
life was woven together with countless others to form that upright, noble
fiber of our country.
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My Pa
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His name was Pa
Raidy. He was a dairy farmer; born, raised and died in Wisconsin. His body
lies on the shores of Lake Butte des Morts where he loved to fish. He went
to school to the third grade and then worked on his parents' farm, became
a blacksmith, married and then bought a farm of his own.
The farm was a small farm - eighty acres to be exact
- about fifty acres tillable; the rest woods, wild hazelnuts, wild raspberries
and roughage for the herd of cows which needed milking twice a day. Pheasants
graced the fields in the fall of the year.
He was Pa because he was my pa. I write all of this
as a prelude to what I really want to write.
My pa was part of the fiber that made America become
great. It was not the Roosevelts, the Hoovers, the Rockefellers - the rich
and famous. It was the hard working farmers and factory workers, truck drivers
who were the life blood flowing through the living entity called America.
Although he probably did not know or care who was the
"father of our country", or about the Constitution - which, by the way has
never done anyone one hill of beans anyway - he knew what was right and what
was wrong. He knew what it was to save enough money to buy a farm, work the
soil and raise a family of six on the money he got from selling milk and
raising and preserving fruits and vegetables for the winter.
What he learned, the soil taught him. He was a machinist,
a veterinarian, a horticulturist, a weather forecaster, a carpenter. He had
what all the schooling cannot teach one.
He had common sense, which all animals are born with,
man being the only animal who educates it away.
Pa had little money but generously gave what he had.
Money never seemed to be a problem with him. Nor was the lack of it. One
day as I remember it I needed money for school. When I asked him, he put
his big rough hand into his pocket and brought out all he had and said, "Take
what you need."
My pa never had smooth hands or clean fingernails.
His hands were always rough, strong and tender. Never once did he need to
use them to spank me for I had too much respect for him and he made so few
laws there were none to break. It seemed love and caring for one another
were enough to carry us from day to day through the storms of life.
When I was little I used to sit on Pa's foot as he crossed
his knees and I would go pony riding. I sat on his lap until I got too big
for him to hold me. I think I was his favorite but I guess my sisters and
brother thought the same. He cut our hair, soled our shoes. On cold winter
nights we six would gather around the table and play our favorite card game
called "Smear". How proud he would be if we could outsmart him or play just
the right card to win the game.
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Pa was respected in the community.
He served on the school board. He had a huge threshing machine which he took
from farm to farm at harvest time and threshed the grain. He owned a huge
cattle truck which served the farming community. About once a month he would
load the truck with cattle or pigs or sheep and take them to the Milwaukee
stock yards. Several times in my life I had the good fortune to go along
with him. We would rumble along the highway the cows bellowing and the sheep
bleating. The time flew. The 100 miles there did not seem far. About 1/2
mile from the yards the odor of cattle, blood and guts would hit the nostrils,
and if your stomach was finicky you were in trouble. However, when my pa
would finish unloading we would go into the cafeteria and get the best food,
including blueberry pie and ice cream. By that time our smeller was used
to the odor of the cattle and the beef sandwiches were just the best ever.
After this wonderful excursion I would cuddle up next to him and sleep all
the way home.Around Thanksgiving, with the first snowfall, Pa and
his hunting buddies would head north to hunt deer. Whether he shot one did
not matter. He loved to hunt - had a rifle and a double barreled shot gun.
No gun control in those days.
The government in our small Wisconsin township was a false, almost
unknown entity. There was a big-shot sheriff who had a government car and
everyone looked upon him with disdain as a lazy good-for-nothing intruder,
the last one we would think of calling if there were a problem to solve.
The Depression came and went and our life was no different than it
was before the Depression as we lived in a depression. When the government
tried to bribe my pa into taking subsidies for not producing milk, he just
dumped it, ashamed that we would even think of accepting welfare of any kind
and have someone else have to work to pay for our lack of wealth.
Sometimes I wonder what my pa would do if any government inspector
would have intruded on his farm as the government inspectors so boldly walk
into our places of business today. I saw one time my gentle pa take
a pitchfork after an intruder who misbehaved on his property. I think
he would do the same today to any inspector if he were to intrude into his
way of life and threaten his livelihood with codes, fees and excess taxes.
My pa, when he saw the corruption in the Catholic church, he left
it and never set foot in it again nor had any of his family attend it. On
his death bed I asked, "Pa, do you want to see a priest?" He said, in his
Irish, German accent, "Keep dem devils with the black robes away from
me." He entrusted his soul to the One who used him to help forge the country
called America. He died as righteous as he lived.
Rare today is the likes of him and I do miss this great simple man
called "my pa".
Marie Kolasinski
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